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i cant believe im updating this thing.. its been forever.

crazy how things have changed. but some things havent.. feelings n' such. all im going to say is .. i dont just stop loving someone.

oh im in college and its sweet.

bo0ored ...

frustrated .. eee' oh mah gee! 

im feeeling ... quotealicious. today??

this week seems like it is taking forever, needs to hurry up. next week friday after school i am leaving for arizona. i wont be back til tuesday. im going with my aunt michelle. so if u know me pretty well, you know that i am DEATHLY afraid of planes. so im sure this should be some adventure.  uhh nothing much going on. but i do have a date to prom with the lovely matt. pretty excited. and uh uh ... thats all .

dancing is being exactly who you want to be in that moment
                                            --dirty dancing havana nights

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[[ pictures later, maybe ]]

watching you from a distance
afraid to get too close
hoping that you`ll realize
who loves you the most
but unless you open your eyes
to the one whos always there
you won`t ever realize
the one that truely cares

friends are the
railings on a staircase;;
they support you
when you are
FaLLiNG  [[ < kinda cheesy ]]

the world is going to give us millions of reason why we won't make it
but i'm armed with one reason why we will, i love you

we're not sarcastic
we're hilarious
we're not annoying
we're just cooler than you
we're not bitches
we just dont like you
we're not obsessed
we're just best friends [[ .. haha. Yes! ]]

I wanted to mail you something nice
that would make you smile
but the post man told me to get out of the mailbox

<3

Maybe werent not supposed to be happy.
Maybe graditude as nothing to do with joy.  Maybe being grateful means reconizing what you have for what it is.  Appericating small victories.  Admiring the stuggle it takes simply to be human.  Maybe were thankful for the fimiliar things we know. & maybe were thankful for the things we will never know. At the end of the day, the fact that we will have the courage to still be standing is enough reason to celebrate.

Here's a black top road with a faded yellow center line. It can take you back to the place but it can't take you back in time

i am not your rolling wheels;
i am the highway. 
i am not your carpet ride;
i am the sky.

 

Sometimes reality has a way of

sneaking up and biting us in the ass.

And when the dam bursts,

all you can do is swim. The world of pretend is a cage, not a cocoon.

We can only lie to ourselves for so long.

We are tired, we are scared, denying it doesn't change the truth.

Sooner or later we have to put aside our denial

and face the world. Head on, guns blazing.

De Nile. It's not just a river in Egypt, it's a freakin' ocean.

So how do you keep from drowning in it?

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